I am on an emotional rollercoaster today.
Sad, angry, bored, depressed, you name it and that’s me. Not a good mood to be found.
It’s hard to explain. I blame PMS, but it’s probably just the Corn Nuts. M’eh…I just feel blah.
Here’s the thing. I sometimes feel, like now for instance, that no matter what I do, it’s not good enough. At work, at home, it doesn’t matter.
I feel put upon or perhaps used. I don’t know what to call it. It’s like I give my all for everyone, but I’m not getting anything back.
I’m not talking money or material objects, I mean recognition and respect.
I feel like I’m being taken for granted, and that I’m doing everything.
I’m not an attention whore; I don’t need anyone to fawn all over me, in fact, that would make me feel really, really uncomfortable, however…
I would just like some recognition from the people in my life…some acknowledgement in my life that I am here, and I am appreciated.
God…Don’t I sound like a whiny bitch?
Sorry for the downer. It’s simply how I am feeling, so I thought I’d blog about it.
Any of you ever feel this way? Am I being selfish?
You can vote that I am a whiny bitch if you want.